:)

Senyum. Xperlu kata apa2..hehe
hehe..ok maka berakhirnye kisah pergaduhan kami dgn hepy ending.
Ok :)
He was on fire! & i was like "weeeeehhuuuuuu...~" until i gave him an option.
And here we are..

my heppy ending :(

da lm sgt rsnye xpost pape kat blog ni. tp ade ke org bc? haha..
xkesahla kan. mmm..we had a fight last night n till now he don't even reply my msg.
aku da mintak maaf tp still nothing! wat should i do? should i wait? should i give him some time?
bila dia wat hal, aku dpt maafkn dgn cpt..tp..bile turn aku wat slh, die mcm xbole nak terima.
i admit i was wrong n i already seek 4giveness..
bole ke aku idop tanpa die?
Yes i can! i believe in myself dat i can live without him.
ok..i made my decision. klu die xcontact dlm ms 3hari, im going to end this relationship.
we'll wait n see.

Missing T__T

Assalamualaikum

mm..today im not feelin well.
My throat is hurtin me but my heart hurt even worse. (ayt tunggang tebalik huhu)
Why?
Bcoz i miss him. It's kinda silly but i miss d old him.
The one who always cheer me up and make me laugh.
The one who always care and never give up on life.
I miss him d old him damn much.
I dunno know what happen to him
He seems lost and not as strong as he was.
Im failed everytime i try to figure it out...
We trying to have conversation but it didn't work out & we always hurt each other in the end.
Mayb he needs his fren more than he needs me.
Sigh.....

Ya Allah...berilah kekuatan kepadanya..

Oh Udang!

8th March 2011

Ari ni patotnye keje tp aku x p keje sbb da apply cuti..
YAHhhhooooooiiiiiii!!!
gumbira je rs xpeg keje even sehari hehe..
paling gembire sbb dia pon cuti gak,,so kami bole le peg jenjln (alasan xnak p keje) :p

Ok..
Pg2 da siap kms umah n siap2 nak kuar..
Dia smpi kami pon tros peg ke destinasi yg dirancang iaitu ..... (rahsia) huhu
Lpas sume settle then kami peg mkn..
Ms tu da dkt pukol 4..lapo tahap gaban la..ni yg wat aku rs nk makan bebnyk ni..
nak settlekn sume hal yg penting dl sbb tu lmbt mkn :(
McD satuuuuuuuuu siap! ahaha

then...
ms tok shoping ~lalalalalaalaaaa~
mcm2 aku bli.. adiah niece & nephew + rice cooker ++++ & pay bills
so..mlm ni nk watpe eyh???
aku ajak die peg karoke huhu..
slame kami kapel xpenah lg peg karoke bedua :p
kwn2 slalu ckp "tipula ko..xkan xpnh peg lg kot"
hakikatnye kami mmg xpnh peg bedua je..peg rermi ngn dak2 opis dl adela..
xpela...ade aku kesah?? wakakaka~

tp dsebbkan jem yg terok ktrg tros peg ke destinasi yg paling aku tunggu (tepakse cancel peg karoke :( )
jeng! jeng! jeng!!!!

kolam mancing udang!! ahahaaha
sekali smpi kedai tu TUTOP!!! kol 10 br bukak..cis bedebah!
mmm..da la jnj ngn kwn dia skali nak mancing sesm..
last2 ktrg decide peg karoke skali smntr tggu pukol 10
hmmm...still xdpt karoke bedua je..
after sejam lbh melalak xtentu hara ktrg peg blk kat kedai udang tu..
luckily kedai tu da bukak... Yeay!!!

errrkkk...cmne nak pancing udang sbnrnye eyh?
nak cucok cacing kat kail pon aku da geli..eeewww
ropenye nak macing udang ni kne de skill wooo... & of coz kesabaran :)
1st time udang mkn umpan aku,,aku da gelabah...cmne ni???
nsb bek hero dtg menyelamat (sp lg klu bkn bf aku ahaha)
dptla udang petama aku yg agak besau..gembira xterkate.. maklumla org 1st time mancing huhu
bnyk gak r kami dpt udang tp kami share ngn kwn dia,,
so aku dpt bwk blk 4ekor udang..Alhamdulillah

Otw blk dia tny "pasni nak ikot lg x peg mancing?"
mcm selaju katon d flash aku jwb "nak3" smbl sengih cm kuda hahaha (nmpk sume gigi)
esoknye aku msk udang tu...seeeeedaaaaaaaaapppppp!!
delicious! marvelous! sedap3!....

skg aku da de experience pancing udang
:)
Moh le kite mancing lg..

Xcident!!!!

Friday, 25th February 2011.

Otw nak peg keje, kat simpang nak masuk ke lorong taman perumahan kami,
kami telah dilanggar oleh sebuah moto..(luckily its just a motorcycle, klu x, xtaula ape yg jd..nauzubillah)

aku nmpk dpn mata die menghala ke arah kami..
dlm hati aku "Ya Allah, habislah..."
itu je yg mampu terdetik dalam hati sbb semuanya berlaku sekelip mata.

da seminggu aku rs xsedap ati n akhirnye terjwb sume persoalan knp aku rs xsedap hati.
tp aku bersyukur sbb kami xcident xterok mn..
kesian kat driver la sbb kaki bengkak terok n lebam merata2 bdn
aku yg pembonceng ni jatuh terduduk ke belakang n lebam kat lengan n kaki je
Terima Kasih Ya Allah kerana melindungi kami..

Selepas kejadian, aku balik umah parents (time keje aku dok umah sewa :p)
Mak tny "ko xbc doa naek kenderaan ke dik?"
Dengan selamba rock aku jwb "klu org xbc mstla kne lagi terok...ni sbb da bcla kne lebam cket je mak eh..."
hehehehehe
pndi plak aku menjwb time cmni...mak aku juz tersenyum je :)

2weeks after the insiden

Lebam kat tgn still ade lg tp da beransur ilang la (malas sapu ubat sbb tu lmbt ilang ahaha..)
Tp effectnye kat dua2 belah tgn aku..
Xleh nak angkt benda berat2 sbb rs sengal n bila tlampau sejuk somtimes rs sengal jgk (da la keje dlm peti ais...aduh!! sabo aisyah! sabo!)

Last skali..thanks kepada sume yg terlibat dlm proses perlanggaran (org yg langgau kami nm farhan ahaaha~)
proses penghantaran ke sepital (k.ekin n husband), pakcik kecik yg angkt kwn aku ketepi, org2 sekeliling yg tolong angkat motor, n thanks to myself sbb xtelampau gelabah (biau tgn menggigil mcm parkinson ms tu)& lakukan perkara yg betol time xcident tu..

Ya Allah...lindungilah kami..

Bermulanya kisah kami ;))))

12/02/2011

Hari ni adalah hari pertama kami kuar bekfest sesama :)
Dia call pepg buta lg tok ajak kuar bekfest & bgn solat subuh..
Disebabkan ms tu br kol 6.30am so aku refuse pelawaan dia tu
Ngantok dowh!
Tp dia da ada kat serdang sbb otw balik dari anta kakak dia kat KLIA
Rs cm rugi plak kan..so aku negotiate ngn die..
aku soh die solat dulu kat mn2 masjid sbb aku nak solat & bersiap dl la kan
xkan nak kuar xmndi...rimas!!
disebabkan ktrg kuar pepg lg & perot aku blom lg bsedia tok memulakn proses penghadaman
ktrg decide tok peg kat taman & take a walk...malas nak joging ahahaha~
Lps penat jln n da bnyk kali dia ckp pekataan "lapar" so ktrg pon gerak ke restoran kat serdang
xingt la plak nm restoran tu hehehe :p
aku cadangkn die mkn nasik lemak sbb rmi org kate sedap n luckily he like it too :)))
hes quite fuzzy bout food..
after having our bekfest 2gether, he send me back home with a smile..
i luv his smile..its really nice and as sweet as ice cream :)
b careful huny & drive safely..
im always love u!

SometHing WroNG!!

ari ni bgn pg tetb rase sakit sgt kat tmpt yg slalu senggugut tu..
siap sakit pinggang skali..kire pakej la tu ahhaha
mak aku kate angin kot..
aku da period awal bulan ritu xkan senggugut lg kan
so, aku pegla dispensari tok cek..
dokter soh test urin..rs glabah plak aku..
then lps nurse n dokter bincang pasal urin aku
dokter pggl aku msk dlm bilik..
dokter kate dalam urin aku de cket darah..
cuak gile xhengat la hahahaha (mst dokter tu prasan muke glabah aku)

die soh peg hospital an-nur tok wat scan tp aku tdiam
soklan bongok kuar dr mulut aku "kne bayo ke?"
wakakakaka~ apela sgt duet banding ngn kesihatan
tp klu kne beriban2 langsung aku nazak ahaha
then dokter kate mkn ubat dl

pasni klu saket lg
br dtg blk nnt drg anto peg hospital...
well...hopefully xde pape la yg jd kan..
insyaAllah :)